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Got a better job~ A full time job that will allow me to go back to college and get a degree ;3; I start working next week so I will be able to start school in the fall! Also been practicing driving, so hopefully those will pay off too before school starts! I think I will offer to buy it from my parents since it's our second car and I am planning on MOVING OUT :O I hope everything goes well, life is looking great right now!

Getting older and now that I have a job, I want to start living my life to the fullest right now that I am young. I am drawing out my bucket list and hope to complete it before I settle down. Luckily I have a partner who never wants to settle down, but is my faithful everything. It's nice knowing someone has given you their heart and you given yours to them. Four years and going strong even through the ups and big downs. Hopefully he will be there by my side to help complete the bucket list. He too has an itch for adventure. I hope you all who have not had to settle down early yet will try to life life and be free. Now I have to get through m

I wish I didn't have a birthday. Something bad always happens on my birthday and right before it does I get these terrible feelings in the pit of my stomach. This is the worst it's ever gotten. The knot in my stomach caused actual vomiting and I haven't been able to stop since I got home. It doesn't help people are avoiding me. Especially my best friend of all people. I don't see the point in one anymore when it's suppose to be a day of joy and happiness that is suppose to excite people and all I do is fear it. Nothing good has ever come from a birthday for me. I think after this year I am not going to celebrate my birthday anymore. I don't t